I spent last night going over our budget and checking account. Nothing like that to make me feel depressed. January is a rough month. Our life insurance is due among all of our other bills. No matter how I analyzed and refigured we’re coming up short. Josh is working insane hours and even his 45 hours of overtime isn’t going to make due this time around. So there goes what little savings we have… I keep saying that it will get better. Josh keeps saying it. And yet, it’s not. I just want a little break, you know? I want life to seem easy if only for a few days. I’m so glad 2010 is over but I feel like financially it’s going to be reminding us of the ugliness for the rest of this year.
At the same time I can’t help but feel thankful because of all I do still have. Sometimes life is just really hard…