You know how people ask you how you’re doing and you just give the programmed response “pretty good”. It’s weird to have people expecting more…wanting to hear how I’m really doing… Honestly I’m doing okay. For me, the hardest time was between that first sonogram and the actual procedure. Closure was good. It was good for my mind and heart. I feel myself moving forward.
Not to say that I don’t have difficult moments. Times where suddenly I feel knocked on my butt by all of this. But as a family, we are surviving. In fact, I think we’re doing better than just surviving. We are using this as a reminder that time is short. Cherish every moment.
You are so right. Thanks for the reminder.
I think about you daily. And I think about how blessed you are that you have an AMAZING family – your family, Josh’s family, Josh as a husband – to get you through all of this. I can’t imagine going through such a difficult thing and NOT having that kind of support system already in place. That has got to make a huge difference in how well you seem to be coping.